Tuesday, June 14, 2011

My Endless Love......

My heart is heavy today.....

Our Wedding Day

 On the evening of this day, 36 years ago, I married my best friend, my soul mate, My Endless Love.  He went to be with Jesus much sooner than either of us had every dared imagine.  I could not imagine my life without him.  It remains the single most difficult thing I have ever done....to release him to our Lord, to allow our love to live into eternity.

I will never stop missing him or loving him.  It has been nearly 29 months since his home going and I still miss him so badly the pain is actually physical at times.  I long to see his face, his smile, to look into his eyes, to hear his voice and feel his gentle touch.  In my dreams he remains young and strong and ever with me.  I do not say I will never love again, but any other love will never compare to the love we shared.

Christmas 2000
Only 8 short months after the accident that changed our lives forever.

So, Happy Anniversary in heaven Terry. 

You will always be My Endless Love.


Trish said...

I love you Diane...what a blessing to have had such love.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Felisol said...

Dear Diane,
What a grace to have shared such strong love, both your love and the length of your marriage are far above what the average person get to experience.
Then again; the stronger the love, the harder the loss.

we don't understand the ways of the Lord and we aren't meant to.

My Mom and Dad both used to say she or he wanted to be the first to leave this world. They couldn't figure out how to go on alone.
My Dad went to heaven four years ago, and you are right; the hurting is still there.

I read to my Mom the words about looking in a mirror darkly, and she says, yes, but then all sorrows will be over; it's now I need to know.

That's unfortunately not how it works.
The only thing I can say is that my father passing away has made my Mom if possible more determined to reach Heaven and meet again.

"In my dreams he remains young and strong and ever with me."
That's your gift and peace.
from felisol